
IT SEEMS LIKE EVERY TIME I TURN THE T.V. ON (EVEN THOUGH I DON'T THINK IT'S EVER OFF) IT SEEMS THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING ABOUT GETTING PLASTIC SURGERY OR SOME TYPE OF WEIGHT LOSS DIET. IS THE WORLD THAT SELF ABSORBED? I MEAN I AM THE FIRST TO ADMIT I HAVE GONE UNDER THE KNIFE. BUT WHO ARE WE TRYING TO IMPRESS??? ARE WE REALLY THAT MUCH HAPPIER AFTER THE SURGERY IS DONE ( SHIT... I KNOW I WAS)?
BUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH GOING TO THE GYM WORKING HARD TO LOSE THAT LAST 10LBS.? WE MUCH RATHER PAY A SURGEON 5K TO SUCK IT OUT... THEN RISK GETTING HOOKED ON PAIN PILLS. I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE LIPO... BUT I DON'T HAVE A WEIGHT PROBLEM. THEREFOR I FEEL AS IF I MAY AS WELL FLUSH MY MONEY DOWN THE TOILET (ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS THAT I'M FINANCIAL CONSCIOUS). ALL I NEED TO DO IS TAKE MY LAZY ASS TO THE GYM... AND EAT RIGHT. ALL I WANT TO DO IS TONE. SO THIS SHOULD BE EASY RIGHT??? WRONG... EASIER SAID THAN DONE!
SO FROM THIS DAY FORWARD... I VOW TO WHIP MYSELF INTO SHAPE! LORD AND BAHAREH ONLY KNOWS HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE SAID THAT. SO WE'LL SEE!
SMOOCHES... NIKKI
